#The Beginning...

There are lots of would-be censors out there, and although they may have different agendas, they all want basically the same thing: for you to see the world they see...or to at least shut up about what you do see that's different. they are agents of the status quo. not necessarily bad guys, but dangerous guys if you happen to believe in intellectual freedom-Stephen King, On writing. 
Ive found recent appreciation in typing my prayers and even more for them to be published as art. #diaryofafelon2021 Disclaimer: Where Fiction, Meets Reality,
                                 Rated R:for----^
Read every word, or not a single one; if one is missed, delusional YOU'll become # ^ =

*May 21st, 2022: I've had to get creative in how I share documented evidence, due to freedoms being restricted and accounts regularly getting shut down by most of big tech, outside of Google. I am able to upload short videos directly here, though the rest will have to be viewed via attached links posted below their documented title. 

I do my best to save everything, but tapes do go missing along the way, however that does not mean they have not been seen, nor left unsaved by another agency of governing authority. 

GOOGLE does minimally appeal great value for allowing my freedom to speak, as so many taking part in abuse have only wished to silence. 




Just in case I do go, this was also grieved: that being the cells in Cermak "hospital" at Cook County, and the water tasting as if I was drinking a permanent marker. Poison is all it could be. And I gave more fucks than that ignorant Senator fuck Conyers from Detroit ever had. Have you seen his interview for #WLTY^? Maybe Andy Cohens?



Killing me, no matter which way they pursue,is cheaper than accountability, and that is all it has become, along with ever been...

Every Abuse Grieved *


It's the year 2020 and I've been diagnosed as "delusional" by the lead psychiatrist at the second largest institution for pre-trial detainees in the United States of America. The world has shut down due to a bionic plague supposedly infecting millions and killing thousands of others.
 

How we got here is no mystery to me, of course I am of the delusional mind, but this reality of lies for some reason perplexes the world and they live in fear for this false reality they created, failing to recognize their part in it. I am no innocent man, this being my fourth time to prison, but my reality is a bit different, because I acknowledge what I have lived, versus only the internet, and media tycoons draining the life of every existing being for profit and fear to enslave those they cannot through other forms, such as myself has been. 



Before I get too far ahead and  begin receiving hate mail for this not being a true diary of day to day entries, but rather a biography of sorts reflecting past, present, and personal history, lets go over some facts; you're welcome to cross check them with your most reliable source, that being the internet. 



The United States is the second leading nation for the world's incarcerated, our "biggest enemy"  happens to be our closest ally for numbers in this regard, that being Russia. That number being roughly 25% holding of the worlds incarcerated give or take depending on the year.  If you happen to be one of the lucky ones to get out society can "feel safe" knowing that your likelihood of re-incarceration will be in the 60 percentile range within 90 days of release, this term being known as recidivism; but have no fear, this number jumps past 80% within 12 months of release. 



The world can feel safe knowing the United States also leads in annual mass shootings and gun ownership; there being more than 300 million in the U.S. with more than 10 million of those being AR-15's. And while we address this "global pandemic" of plague, we still, or at least the media thus far has failed to recognize mental health, bullying, and its effects being suicide. Millions will march in the "Women's March for Equality" and "PRIDE"  to put an end to ignorance, not recognizing their own, or rather choosing not to, because their efforts have never been for equality, but control rather; the tearing down of men to create this new slavery that has become. We say we care about others, but while something is completely legal in one part of our nation, someone else is being profited off of  through enslavement of incarceration and their life ruined...we are the most divided country in the world by simple state of law, which would be the furthest thing from United, unless the walls were torn down. 



From 2001 to 2016 the suicide rate has increased 31%, with men being four times more likely to commit the act than women, numbers far surpassing 9/11 on an annual basis, with it being the second leading cause of death other than natural cause. And where do felons fall into this? We are 17 times more likely to commit the act than the general population, but while we fail to recognize, or at least some, that 1 in 12 Americans is a convicted felon, the rest can scream "IT'S MY BODY", or "Love is Love", giving themselves a pat on the back with their most creative work outlined in their new highlighters they bought at Wal-mart, flailing their tits for "equality", and strutting the streets in thongs, because that somehow makes them feel safe, while the rest of us kill ourselves. 



So who's the real minority? Who is really being oppressed? Just follow the law they'll say, that or don't get caught, but if you do, you better have money, or a connection...otherwise you're fucked. 



It's highly probable I offend you in this endeavor of sharing my reality if I haven't already. I've called plenty of cunts cunts in my lifetime, plenty of fags, fags, and may have used a few other damned words. Most of the time these words for you, me, or the other are said out of emotion. They mean nothing, while other times they are for blatant ignorance by those others who still choose it....and there is a clear difference, that you might see in the usage of these words which reflect necessity for others to #become, enlightened...the briefest example being the woman on the flight telling me to kiss her ass, after she involves herself in my business, because my mask is below my nose....but she'll be damned if I tell her to "lick my dick bitch"....there really isn't a difference, but this is people's problems with their choice of words in victimization...that and being charged with a hate crime for calling someone a faggot, when my government has always known me to be gay. 



Whether it's enlightenment, or an awakening...it is the year 2020. A number reflecting perfect vision, perhaps revelation that this plague of disease may ensue, or the sharing of this reality, yet unknown.


Cheers to being delusional.






Four Star Casting EMPIRE*




#THATPART^









They call their abuse my "delusion" while there is no accountability to two hit and runs in the past two years, both on camera, with one striking me to the ground. I would rather inflict the pain to my death myself than for priority to go to any continued fucked off ignorance, that which is all disclosed right here. 

#JudicialReformer #DiaryOfAFelon
#WhereFiction #MeetsReality^
#JUSTICEFORSLEEPERS


ARREST JOHN HOWARD FROM COOK COUNTY ILLINOIS DEPARTMENT OF "CORRECTIONS", ALONG WITH LT. GALON AND TOO MANY OTHERS 
FOR ABUSES THAT WERE GRIEVED, 
INCLUDING MORE THAN 40 BATTERIES IN A TWO YEAR PERIOD, FALSE DOCUMENTATION OF MENTAL HEALTH RECORD AND ILLEGAL IMPLEMENTATION OF INJECTED MEDICATION 
ALONG WITH A BROKEN ARM REQUIRING THE INSTALLATION OF TWO PLATES THAT I WAS INITIALLY REFUSED MEDICAL CARE FOR WHILE SHITTING AND PISSING MYSELF DUE TO HOW MUCH PAIN I WAS IN; NOT FORGETTING BEING TIED TO A TABLE FOR 16 HOURS AT A TIME ON MULTIPLE OCCASION BY FOREIGN "DOCTOR"...
AS A PRE-TRIAL DETAINEE???
#HMMMMMMMM
WHITE, BLACK, BROWN, AND YELLOW 
THERE'S SHIT IN EVERY RACE

"CONVENIENT" THERE IS NOT A SINGLE PHOTO OF THEM ONLINE. 
IF YOU WORK IN ANY JAIL OR TAX PROVIDED POSITION YOU SHOULD BE MANDATED TO DISCLOSE IDENTITY FOR PUBLIC VIEWING. THEY KNOW FULL WELL THE LAW DOES NOT SUPPORT THEIR ACTIONS, AND SO THEY'VE BOUGHT OUT THE COURTS TOO, TO BE DISPLAYED AS THE "HOLIES", VIEWED BY THE PUBLIC TO PRETEND TO SERVE ANY FUCKED OFF "JUSTICE"; THAT'S ALL THAT THEY DO. 


#NECESSARY^

sit back, relax, get an education, enjoy the show, and #DontForgettheCrackers
 

#YouveGotSomeHomeworkToDo
#ForTheHomies



ROLLING, and it's not on molly like that faggot chink
Carillo who had exploited me for rent as I was paying double and given the smaller room my first scene in HollyWood, not forgetting a single one he ever preyed on at Saddle Ranch, both in Kansas and in LalaLand; he judged me smoking weed too, but maybe this is #REALITY^, Like Pikachu,
be sure to 
 ((((: catch 'em all...(if they ever prey me again)
it's sure to be a ball:))))
Not speaking of such a fairy tail,
#TheBlogs 
AFTER ALL
#justtruth


Tweet Tweet, Chirp Chirp, 
Fuck cunts when they need to be; 
I ain't touchin' it.

but i'll throw you some easter candy, 
even if I do get bitched at,
 by any Miss Scmidt, 
or cracker faggot that there might be,
just like in the third grade
for being left handed, and lazy eyed
so these fucks can see
 reality, 
we are family.

P.S. That Don't Mean We're Fucking

:) # ^ ; I always shared my popcorn too...didn't I?
#NotJustTheTea #ForGrandmaRuth #AndNancyToo :)
The "doctors" told her she'd never walk, they always do-----^


#StayTuned^
#ForYourKids;




#REASONS: To portray some reality, to make a difference, to protect my rights, to vent, to cope, to disassociate, to hold judges accountable, to end abuse of law, to title, to fix a problem, to stop letting them prey on me, to act, to take a stand to tyranny, to do more than thoughts and prayers, to protect country, to expose their fraud, to express pain, to end mass shootings, to advocate for those affected, to end human trafficking, to end forced poverty, to end mass incarceration, to stop letting them think they are any better, to stop letting them be above the law, to save lives, to shine, to lead, to express freedom of speech, to express freedom of religion, to express freedom of press, to stop letting them silence, to teach, to make them acknowledge, to not be one of their sheep, to show their truth, to show His truth, to show their effects, to be treated equally, to hold police accountable, to stop letting them stalk felons, to balance the scales of justice, to portray another view, to create art, to stop letting them maniupate law, to end bullying, to end sexual assaults. to bring attention to, to fuck off ignorant privilege, to pursue change, to make change, to protect evidence, to create a show, to protect myself, to stop letting them exploit, to stop letting them play stupid, to find, to serve others, to stop letting them prey on the poor, to put America first, to drop some truth bombs, to stop letting them abuse, to not let it happen to another, to pursue better, to stop letting them manipulate records, to end abuse of power, for no more bullshit contempt charges, to not just bitch, for your kids, for real change, to be an #AMERICAN^ for liberty and justice for all.

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